Yep, I’m all three. On a good day, the three meld into this gorgeous dance of inspiration and productivity. On a bad day, they crash into a glass of wine.
Many friends and colleagues have asked me how I manage all three, and I wish there was some great sage wisdom I could impart to enlighten the masses and stamp on a tee-shirt. So far, the best I’ve got is “Hold on, it’s gonna be a bumpy ride.” I make it work by sheer force of will and an unhealthy dose of insomnia. But that doesn’t get things done. To get things done, I’ve had to utilize some very unsexy skills like extreme time management and using my wait time. These two plans have given me far more writing time than I could otherwise get. Adding the fact that my husband J.P. Sloan is also a worker by day and writer by night, we have double trouble with time management allowing us time to write. We both have to schedule time to write, usually right after our 7 year old goes to bed around 8-8:30. It is even how I’m writing this blog post right now. Scheduling a “working writing time” not only makes sure we can get it done without trying to hit the “I’m too tired button” in our lives, but also helps train our brains that during this time our writing brain needs to be active. I’d heard that from authors before, but didn’t really believe it until I started using it. Our brains feel like they actively switch to a different mode and the words flow much easier. But that only gives an hour or so a day; far from the time needed to be a real writer on a large scale.
So in my busy wife, mother, teacher life, my writing time also has to use that under-utilized section of everyone’s schedule called “wait time”. Wait times are those points in our day when we know we can’t travel to do anything else and we know we are just going to have to sit there and do nothing. This could be in-between two meetings or classes. Or my personal favorite, the doctor/dentist office. As we all know, when we go to the doctor they always see us immediately. NOT. We have to wait and wait, often for much longer than we would like. Usually the only options during this wait time is to watch their interoffice TV, stare at the cracks in the wall or read three year old magazines, again. But we know this time is coming. If we plan for it we can use it to get stuff done and thus free up time for later. So, when I look at my schedule and realize there’s some wait time in my day, I make sure my book stuff is with me and bang out a word count. Now I’m less frustrated with the wait and have time to spend with my family later and not feel guilty.
But guilt and family time are two big obstacles in the busy writing momma’s life. I need to make sure my son is feeling loved and supported. I need to be there for his events and celebrate and grow with him. I am not willing to sacrifice my son and family to my writing, not very PC and Woman’s lib, but there it is. But I’m also finding a balance and a pride from my writing as well. Especially as I watch my son. My guilt has eased as I watch him take more and more interest in writing and writing well from watching his father and I work. He is only in second grade but has already won two writing contests for his age group and school. For his martial arts belt tests he has to write an essay at each level and each time his is singled out for praise. He sees our dedication and love of writing, and instead of resenting it, he wants to work on his writing as well. He is already hoping to be published one day and working to that end.
And that came from balancing being a wife, mother and writer. It is not only my manuscripts that benefit from my dedication, but my son as well. Keeping this going takes a lot of effort, but each smile and success keeps me going and keeps the fight worth it.
So no great sage advice here. Just a reminder that we influence those little ones. It is not just about giving or taking time, but also showing them when actions are worth more. For them we walk the tight rope every day. If we show them cord, they may just decide to walk it with us.
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May 4th, 2015 at 11:01 am
That’s so true. All those things, no matter how little, we do for them matters. And we can hope that seeing us following our dreams matter to them too.
May 4th, 2015 at 11:57 am
Our mini-mes help guide us as much as we try to them. Perhaps it is because I have been thinking about the musical and the movie a lot lately, but this line has been going over and over in my head here lately. https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/236x/ca/70/47/ca7047275d609453c99fb070631fa3ea.jpg
May 4th, 2015 at 3:11 pm
“I am not willing to sacrifice my son and family to my writing, not very PC and Woman’s lib, but there it is.”
Amen. You said it so well, I don’t need to add anything more.
Three cheers for getting it done. 🙂
May 4th, 2015 at 4:25 pm
🙂 Huzzah
May 4th, 2015 at 4:56 pm
When you’re a mom, things don’t always go as planned. Some nights, I crawl into bed just grateful we all survived. Thankfully, there’s always a new day.
May 5th, 2015 at 11:52 am
Ain’t that the truth. I’ve learn to live by Meet the Robinson’s motto: Keep Moving Forward. Even when things don’t work out the way we want or plan. Sometimes the most we can do is remember that the real difference between a Master and a Beginner is that a Master has failed more times than the Beginner ever thought to try. We just usually don’t see those attempts. We just have to keep moving forward to be the success.
May 4th, 2015 at 5:14 pm
When my daughter lived at home, I tended to write in huge bursts. When I wrote my first novel, for example, I spent every waking moment working on it, leaving most of the parenting duties to my spouse. It was pretty extreme, but I managed to crank out a first draft in less than a month. After that, the big part of the work was done, and I could return to parenting in a more active fashion.
May 5th, 2015 at 11:53 am
Wow, what a great gift your spouse gave you. So glad you could do that.
May 5th, 2015 at 11:59 am
It was a pretty awesome gift. Now my writing doesn’t have to compete with child-rearing, since my daughter is almost 20 and living on her own.
May 4th, 2015 at 10:59 pm
Ooo, yes, the “wait time.” If only I could write while I’m shuttling my kids around town. Come to think of it, I do. I’m always writing scenes in my head. The challenge is finding time to put them in the laptop! Thanks for participating!!
May 5th, 2015 at 11:55 am
Sharon, I feel you. My best writing time is when my feet are moving. So it is during times like running I get my best ideas. Hard to write a scene when you’re a couple miles from home pounding the pavement.
May 6th, 2015 at 8:48 am
Now I’m envisioning a snap-on desk to bring to the stationary bikes at the gym…
May 5th, 2015 at 8:15 pm
Wait time is so useful! I write great fight scenes on the couch at my daughters’ krav maga classes.
May 5th, 2015 at 8:22 pm
Oh, so jealous. I would love to take Krav Maga. And what great fodder for fight scenes.